In May of 2010 I had the great pleasure of traveling to Regina for Lynne and Brian Selinger's son's wedding. While there, I was able to visit with several cousins who I hadn't seen in many years. I loved my time there . . . every minute of it. I wrote up the experience in my personal blog at sandraandbrent.blogspot.com. I'm pretty sure I took photos of everyone who was there so if you were in town, you're probably in my blog!
One of the great highlights of my trip was to spend time with Allan Derges (Auntie Helen's son) and his wife Gayla. They invited Lois (Al's sister) and her husband Sid and I out to their beautiful place in Deer Valley for dinner. Their back yard flows into a golf course in a gorgeous valley. The dinner was yummy (especially the mango, avocado salad!) and the atmosphere was warm and inviting.
The above photos are close-ups of the detail of a gorgeous quilt that Gayla showed me while I was there. She saves fabrics and old clothing (material left over from her wedding dress, prom dresses, maternity clothes, etc.) and she and her sisters get together to make pieced quilts from this vintage fabric. They sew it into blocks and then finish it with colorful stitching. Absolutely beautiful. Very awesome to the craft-challenged like me! There's something about this quilt that is metaphorical . . . something that speaks of thousands of colorful experiences all stitched together with love into one big beautiful comforter.
This photo was the "parting shot" that I took of Allan and Gayla on their front porch. I've looked at this photo many times over the past three years and thought that it told a beautiful story of love, loyalty, commitment, happiness and respect. The kind of love that lives on forever. No matter what.
When I saw this word collage, the other day, posted on facebook by Al's sister Lois, I knew that I had found the perfect expression of what I see in this photo. It was put together by Kelly Morrison (who, I hope, will not mind that I'm posting it here on the Ursaki blog) for Al's birthday.
Al, I want to thank you for the interest that you've taken in this family blog and in the extended family in general. I've truly enjoyed your warm and witty contributions. You are a gifted writer and an all around great guy.
Sandra Ursaki Hale
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Tuesday, 1 January 2013
A Comment on the Discussion of Grandma's Faith
Hello cousins,
I thought I could provide a comment to the discussion of Grandma’s faith but I’m not able to, so here it is.
I know the exact time I realized Grandma's strong faith when she told the story of how and when Eddy died.
As we sat, sipping tea in her living room at Cedar Wood, she said this "He (Eddy) was His (God) before he was ours and had every right to take him".
Her eyes were dry, mine weren't and I still tear up thinking about it.
XO
Also, I’ve attached two pictures I think are worthy of posting. The two generations of sisters.
I can’t seem to edit the picture of the Great Aunties but if you can I wanted to crop it so the sisters stood out more in the picture. I’m pretty sure the lady at the end of the table on the right is Aunty Em.
Love, Lois
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| Grandma Ursaki, Auntie Rose and Auntie Bertha |
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| Auntie Bertha, Auntie Helen and Auntie Alma |
Saturday, 29 December 2012
I know the exact time I realized Grandma's strong faith when she told the story of how and when Eddy died.
As we sat, sipping tea in her living room at Cedar Wood, she said this "He (Eddy) was His (God) before he was ours and had every right to take him".
Her eyes were dry, mine weren't and I still tear up thinking about it.
Lois
Sunday, 16 December 2012
Faith of our fathers
Henry and Ottilie's 50th wedding anniversary
It was never my intention to
use this blog as a platform for sermons or any discussion of religious matters
… however … when one considers the lives of Heinrich and Ottilie, some mention
of their faith is warranted.
The story is told of a visit
by the local clergyman to the home and family of great grandfather Michael.
Michael was born into the Romanian Orthodox Church. His first wife and children
were all baptized into the Roman Catholic Church. Michael’s second wife,
Ludwika Brodt, our paternal great grandmother and the children born to her
were baptized into the Lutheran
Church . In that era, the Catholic
Church held that the only place to read and learn from Holy writ was in Church,
and then only at the hands of ordained Priests. They did not encourage
parishioners to keep a copy of the Bible. Lutheran doctrine and policy, of
course, challenged that idea. The clergyman, who we may safely assume was of
the Roman Catholic Church, suggested to Michael that the Bible should be
removed from the home. As patriarch of the home, Michael exercised his
authority as the head of the household by advising the clergyman,
“The Bible stays, But you can go.”
From this we may surmise that
in the childhood home of Heinrich, the Bible was present, accessible, and
valued.
I do not have any similar
knowledge or stories of the observation of faith in the Wolf household. I can
only judge by the faith, devotion and piety demonstrated by our grandmother Ottilie,
that they were not passive in the matter of their religion.
Grandma and Grandpa Ursaki were devote Lutherans and I would venture an opinion
that in their era, the fellowship of those of like faith was more than a
social convenience. It was in practical reality, essential to a family’s security
and well being. I would further suggest that government social programs, while
well intentioned, have not improved on what fellowship in the Church provided,
this, more to the credit of the parishioners than the clergy.
For me, the most enduring
example of our grandparents' faith (and Christian ethos) is that they were
accepting of all people regardless of which church they might attend. Grandpa
and Grandma were Lutherans by birth but never opposed their son Frank’s
association with the Catholic Church or Harold’s association with the Latter
Day Saints (Mormons).
What was apparently important
and central to them was faith in Jesus Christ, the Son of God, the Savior of
all mankind. If they were yet alive in our multi-cultural, multi-denominational
world, I choose to believe that they would be tolerant of any person true to
their faith, whatever that might be.
In that spirit, I offer you
this Season's Greetings that has echoed down through more generations than we know,
and God willing, will echo forward for countless generations through Heinrich
and Ottilie:
Merry Christmas
&
God Bless Us, Everyone
Michael
Ursaki
Hopefully, Mike won't mind if I (Sandra) add a little to this post.
In 1989, I was able to go to Regina and spend a few days with Grandma Ursaki. It had been many years since I had been able to spend any time with Grandma and it was precious time for me. I was there over a Sunday, and as you all know, Grandma attended her German Lutheran congregation very faithfully. She, however, knew that I attended the Mormon church very faithfully and she offered to attend the local Mormon services with me. I told her I would enjoy, very much, going to Lutheran services with her which we did. On our way there she said "I don't think God really cares which church we attend . . . He just wants us to show up"!
Grandma had many friends from different ethnic backgrounds and different religions. The only things that I really remember her being intolerant of were unkindness (especially to children), injustice, meanness, etc. She didn't just proclaim herself to be a Christian, rather she went about her life doing the things that Jesus said to do . . . feed the hungry, clothe the naked, lift up the hands that hang down, give the weary a place to rest . . . that was Grandma. To her, Jesus wasn't just a remote, untouchable diety . . . He was her friend and advocate. Most of us know that her favorite hymn in all the world was "How Great Thou Art". In a recent exchange of emails that I had with Patty, we agreed that we couldn't hear that hymn without tearfully thinking of Grandma! And my guess is that we're not the only Ursaki cousins who react to that hymn, in that way.
Monday, 3 December 2012
Cars, golf and smoking . . . some of my memories of Grandpa Henry Ursaki
Hello to
cousins, from Allan Derges. I am the second eldest of the Grandchildren of Ottilie
and Henry Ursaki.
(b. May 28, 1947 d. not in the near future)
My Mom is
Helen Ursaki Derges. My Dad is David George Derges. I have two younger sisters, Ruth and Lois. I
have many memories of Grandpa Henry Ursaki and, of course Grandma ‘Saki.
Grandpa
‘Saki and advice on buying cars.
When I
was 18, it occurred to me that it was time to buy my first car and I didn’t
know much about cars, of course. I knew everything else one needs to know at 18
years old but the automobile was new to me. It only occurred to me later on in life that
my Mom and Dad were way more intelligent than I thought they were at the time.
My perspective was from the smartest teenager alive. At the time, though, I was pretty sure that
just four adults were way smarter than me and all four were Grandparents.
I had
the blessing to know and love two sets of grandparents. Grandpa ‘Saki and
Grandma ‘Saki and my other Grandparents George and Anna Derges were a big part
of my life. Grandpa George Derges didn’t know the first thing about the
automobile since he never bothered to get a permit to drive and he lived a good
life without the burden, or convenience, of owning a car. Grandpa Henry Ursaki,
on the other hand, knew everything about cars and he was my best source of
information about cars. He was a mechanic at the time for a local Regina
company called Bowman Brothers Limited and worked for a living by travelling
around in rural Saskatchewan fixing and repairing various things about cars.
In spite
of my Dad’s protests, I was determined to own a car and I went to Grandpa Henry
for advice. I recall my Dad’s admonition
“you’ll be in debt for the rest of your life” or something equally prophetic. I
was sure that my Dad was wrong.
I ended
up with a 1953 Chevrolet. It was a Belair model, 4-door sedan with a 3 speed
manual transmission. Grandpa found this beauty through an acquaintance and the
$225 price was within my budget. Hoser comes to mind when I search my files for
the name of the seller and I think it was Mr. Most or Mr. Moser who sold me
this beauty. I think about how much that car meant to me as I write these
words.
Just for
fun, let’s put in perspective the purchase of a 12-year-old car for $225 in 1965.
You could by a brand new Chevy for about $2,000 but that amount of money was just
a bit less than I could make for an entire year. I was in my first year of
University for the second time and my summer jobs at Federated Co-op and then
the Co-op Refinery paid about $190 per month. Don’t read it again if you
thought that I spent two University years to get one. It’s true. As a 17 year
old in the first year of university I wasn’t nearly ready or mature enough for the
challenge but I got better at being a student later on. I’m still working on
the maturity part but I’m getting there.
The
price of a loaf of bread was 21 cents, as was the price of an 8 oz glass of beer
at the pub or so I was told, as the legal drinking age was 21 at the time. The
price of a gallon of gas was 45 cents or 9.9 cents per liter in the summer of
1965. The Regina price of gas today (November 30th, 2012) is $1.10 per liter or
almost exactly $5.00 per gallon if I’ve done the conversion correctly.
Buying a
used Chev on Grandpa ‘Saki’s advice was no accident as he had a life long bias
in favour of GM cars. The only car to drive, according to Grandpa, was either a
Chev or a Pontiac and he never drove anything but, for his entire life.
The only
thing I knew for a fact that he didn’t know was about gas. He always said, and
my Dad also said the same, that the best gas was Texaco or BA from Moose Jaw
where Uncle Harold worked some years previously as I recall. I knew that the Texaco-labeled tankard filled
up at the Co-op Refinery and the only reason why I knew that is that I worked
there. Uncle Harold might want to comment and prove my case as he worked, for
years, in the industry. This is totally an aside but you might want to question
the price of gas when I tell you that all, or at least most, of the gasoline
sold in Regina comes from the distribution center of the Co-op Refinery in
Regina and the price of gas in Alberta and Ontario is lower every day in
comparison to Regina.
I drove
that ’53 Chev proudly for a year or so and then about five years later bought
Grandpa’s ’58 Pontiac. I would have driven that ’53 Chev for a lot longer than
I did except for a bit of an accident.
The
demise of that first of my many cars is a story all by itself. I came home from
a Rider game after entrusting my darling Chevy to my little sister Ruth. It was
a beautiful summer night in 1966. The Riders lost as I recall but I’m not sure
why that loss would stand out since being a Rider fan brings its own bad memories.
Grandpa Henry always said that the Riders were not good at football.
I
entered through the front door and I was greeted by some of the saddest and
longest faces one could imagine. Sitting there was Mom and Dad with Ruthie.
Before anyone could say anything, Ruth burst out crying and I immediately
thought that it might have something to do with my car since I noticed on the
way in that it wasn’t parked in the driveway or on the street in front of the
house. Sure enough, this was about my car and the good news was that nobody was
hurt.
As it
turned out, Ruthie had taken the car for a little drive and then had this great
idea to let one of her friends drive it. Ruth had driven my car previously and
I was more than happy to give her the keys once in awhile as she was really
quite a good driver having been trained well by Dad. The mistake she made was
letting her friend behind the wheel. I guess it seemed innocent enough except
for a little detail in that her friend didn’t have a driver’s licence. They
thought that driving in a pretty well empty parking lot at the Golden Mile
Plaza was a good place to start. Unfortunately, they didn’t get out of the
parking lot as a light standard got in the way and the damage was enough that
my poor old ’53 Chev was written off and towed to its final resting place.
Ruthie took all the blame by telling the police that she was the driver. I have
always thought that my ’53 Chev was my best car. I’ve had other cars.
Suddenly
without a car, I made a quick, and not a very bright, decision without
consulting Grandpa ‘Saki. I bought a brutal ’55 Plymouth. This thing had a push
button automatic transmission instead of a gearshift and in spite of this wonderfully
unique feature it was easily the worst car I have ever owned. It didn’t last
long before it just quit running one day and I went back to Grandpa ‘Saki for
some advice. This time Grandpa knew about a ’57 Ford Fairlane 500 that was
owned by a friend of Uncle Frank’s. Even though Grandpa was a Chevy or Pontiac
guy, through and through, he checked out this Ford and advised that it was a
good buy.
I was
lucky enough to drive that Ford for about three more years. It must be
convenient and selective memory but I cannot remember what happened to that
car. It’s likely that I crashed it but I can’t recall with any detail. I
remember driving through a stop sign at the end of a grid road through a ditch
near Saskatchewan Beach and I also recall an incident at the corner of Victoria
Avenue and Broad Street and then, later on, ending up in a snow pile on Grant
Road. I might have died along the way and this is possibly just some evidence
that the spirit lives through writing about stuff.
All I
know for sure about that car is that along the way I had a conversation with
Grandpa Henry about smoking.
This is
for all those who have never smoked a cigar or a cigarette.
Grandpa
Henry Ursaki and my Grandpa George Derges were committed smokers. One day,
Grandpa ‘Saki noticed cigarettes in my pocket and decided to intervene. He
didn’t advise me to quit but merely told me that I was smoking the wrong brand.
His advice was that if I switched to his brand, I would never have a smoker’s
cough. He went on to say that his brand, Rothman’s, was made by a Jewish
company and that his cigarettes were kosher. No kidding! You can’t make up this
kind of stuff. This advice was from the same guy who would make a special
effort to cut the “fattiest” piece from a bone-in ham. All I know is that
Grandpa ‘Saki lived to 81 and it likely wasn’t smoking his kosher cigarettes or
the fat from the ham that got him in the end. He also loved cigars.
We have
been told, for just about ever, to avoid the fatty part of meat. I think that
it is reasonable, however, to believe that the people in our Grandparents era
did not have the bombardment of chemicals in their food. Their food was pure
and they believed that a bit of fat was not only NOT bad for you but the most
enjoyable part of a cut of meat. At least Grandpa ‘Saki thought so.
Not many
reading this had the pleasure of driving with Grandpa ‘Saki or golfing with
him, for that matter. My very first ever time on a real golf course was with my
two Grandpas. I was 11 years old, 1958, when Grandpa ‘Saki and Grandpa Derges
took me golfing to Boggy Creek #2 which came to be known in later years as the
Murray Golf Course. Some memories are more indelible than others. I can
remember standing on the first tee and hitting my first shot ever on a real
golf course. It was a big deal for me and quite intimidating, actually. Grandpa
Derges was a very good player and was known to play golf at around par quite
regularly. Grandpa ‘Saki was not nearly as good a player but loved the game
just the same. Those two old guys were regular golf partners and, to be sure,
they each had a “flask” in the golf bag. I was absolutely thrilled and honoured
that they would allow me to golf with them. I loved those two old
Grandpas.
Cars,
smoking and golfing are just some of my memories of my Grandpa Henry Ursaki.
Saturday, 17 November 2012
Mixed Smoke Signals
Odd as this may sound, one of the most pleasant aromas on earth is the smell of tobacco. I don’t like smoke and there is nothing worse than coming out of a smoke filled venue with the smell of stale cigarettes clinging to my cloths, but to stick my nose in a can of tobacco or smell a freshly open pack of cigarettes takes me to a happy time and place long past. Kind of odd, don’t you think, for a guy who has never in his life smoked (anything) and has made a point of telling other’s to abstain. Perhaps the picture below is the key to the riddle of my ambivalence toward tobacco.
Apparently, I became less tolerant of the stuff as I matured as evidenced by this little story passed on by Patty:
Grandma used to love to tell the story of when you visited as a little boy and quite sternly said to Grandpa when he was smoking: "My Dad don't smoke -- we're Mormon!" It gave her a chuckle at the time, and she repeated it over and over through the years.
Incredibly, after all these years, I have distinct memories of sitting on Grandpa’s lap and rifling through his shirt pockets. Of course there was always a deck of smokes and pack of Chicklets, another smell that evokes memories, and if I’m not mistaken, from time to time, the sweet smell of whatever he might have had a nip of that day.
Michael Ursaki
Monday, 12 November 2012
What's in a name?
From my earliest childhood, I remember my dad talking about our ethnic roots, emphasizing that his ancestors were principally German but that our Ursaki name was Romanian and that we had an ancestral line that went back to ancient Rome. Dad says that the Roman Emperor, Constantine, was asked what should be done with the Christians who were still living an underground life, hiding out in the catacombs. He replied "send them to Dacia" which was just one of many lands that had been conquered and occupied by Rome. The following is some information about Dacia that I found online:
"Construction of the Ancient Roman Colosseum was started by Emperor Vespasian in 70 A.D. After Vespasian's death in 79 A.D. his son Titus completed and inaugurated the Roman Colosseum in 80 A.D. The opening ceremony is documented to have lasted 100 days and between 5000 and 11000 wild animals were killed. The Colosseum was used for gladiatorial combat until about 435 A.D. and wild animal hunts continued until the early 6th Century."
In ancient geography, especially in Roman sources, Dacia was the land inhabited by the Dacians or Getae as they were known by the Greeks—a branch of the Thracians north of the Haemus range.
At times Dacia included areas between the Tisza and the Middle Danube. The Carpathian Mountains were located in the middle of Dacia. It thus corresponds to the present day countries of Romania and Moldova.l Dacians (or Getae) were North Thracian tribes.[7] Dacian tribes had both peaceful and military encounters with other neighboring tribes, such as Celts, Ancient Germanics, Sarmatians, and Scythians, but were most influenced by the Ancient Greeks and Romans. The latter eventually conquered, and linguistically and culturally assimilated the Dacians.
A Dacian Kingdom of variable size existed between 82 BC until the Roman conquest in 106 AD. The capital of Dacia, Sarmizegetusa, located in modern Romania, was destroyed by the Romans, but its name was added to that of the new city (Ulpia Traiana Sarmizegetusa) built by the latter to serve as the capital of the Roman province of Dacia.
The Romanian language is the purest of the Latin derivative languages with the word "ursa," of course, being the Latin word for bear. Think of the constellations "ursa major" and "ursa minor," the great bear and the little bear.Grandma and Grandpa Ursaki had a neighbor (I'm assuming Romanian) who told my dad that the name Ursaki was actually derived from a truer spelling of Ursache, which translated to mean "Bear Man". The neighbor said that the name Ursaki referred to men who wrestled or boxed with bears. So who exactly were these "bear men" that we're obstensibly descended from? Well I'll tell you . . . I don't know! However, two summers ago, while standing in the Roman Colosseum I had a thought or two while I was reading the following about the history of the nasty place:
"Construction of the Ancient Roman Colosseum was started by Emperor Vespasian in 70 A.D. After Vespasian's death in 79 A.D. his son Titus completed and inaugurated the Roman Colosseum in 80 A.D. The opening ceremony is documented to have lasted 100 days and between 5000 and 11000 wild animals were killed. The Colosseum was used for gladiatorial combat until about 435 A.D. and wild animal hunts continued until the early 6th Century."
The majority of the entertainment that took place in the Colosseum involved killing . . . people killing people, people killing animals, animals killing people and animals killing animals. I read (while at the Collosseum) that entire species of animals became extinct during the "games" (gee, I wonder why the Roman Empire fell). For the first couple of hundred years, the Roman emperors brought in a lot of large, exotic animals (lions, tigers, giraffes, elephants, etc.) but when Rome's glory days were coming to an end it was mostly bears (Eurasian brown bears and Syrian brown bears) that were used in their blood sports. So, it occurs to me that just possibly, we could be descended from a gladiator or slave who was sent into the arena to fight with bears. Maybe this gladiator or slave became Christian and eventually was sent (or found his way) to Dacia. That's a lot of "maybe" but it just rang true to me while I was standing in the Roman Colloseum!
If any of you are more up on your history than I am, and can shed some light on this, I would love to hear from you. In the meantime, I'm going to think of myself as descended from someone who fought with bears in the colloseum (or one of the other 70 arenas in the Roman Empire used for blood sports). That's my story and I'm sticking to it! 'Til next time, Sandra
Monday, 5 November 2012
My Memories of Grandma and Grandpa Ursaki
As Mike stated in the previous post, we were lucky if we saw Grandma and Grandpa a couple of times a year, since we never lived in Regina. I remember always feeling very excited when I knew we'd be making a trip to see them and the other Saskatchewan relatives. Grandpa always was ready for us with cherry and peppermint chicklets gum, candy bars and small bottles of soda pop. Grandma usually had a batch of warm, homemade donuts ready for us. We all got our own little bowl of sugar to dip them in . . . oh, how I loved those doughnuts! I want one right now! Grandma said that she preferred to let everyone dip their own doughnuts because not so much sugar got on her kitchen floor . . . she disliked the feeling of sugar crunching under her shoes when she walked across the kitchen floor.
Grandma had a drawer ( if memory serves) where she had some things for us to play with . . . some wooden building blocks, rubber canning rings, etc. We preferred to entertain ourselves, however, by waiting with a glass of water, under the stairs, and then pouring water (through a knothole in the hardwood floor) on whoever was sitting on the toilet down below! What a set-up. That toilet was directly beneath that knothole. Anyone else remember doing this? I know it really annoyed Grandma and she tried to plug up the hole with rags, but we'd just unplug it and do it again! She called us "angels" and "sugarplums" anyway. The only time I remember Grandma really getting upset at me was when Lois and I pulled out a bunch of her clean linens (sheets,etc. that she had no doubt ironed) and built a fort. She was pretty upset because she knew she'd have to rewash and re-iron all of those sheets! I blame Lois for this unfortunate incident!
The only time I remember catching heck from Grandpa, I was with Lois again (anyone see an emerging pattern here?) We decided it would be fun to crawl up into the big crabapple tree in the back yard. When Grandpa saw us he yelled for us to get out of the tree before we broke the branches. Lois got cheeky with him and said something like "You wouldn't care if we fell out of the tree and broke our necks, would you!?" Oy. The truth is, I LOVED playing with Lois and we had a ton of fun together.
Another of my favourite memories of Grandma and Grandpa's house was the old bathtub downstairs. I remember my mom filling the tub from two black hoses . . . one of them came straight from the water heater. When we were really little, she'd just throw all three of us . . . Mike, Elaine and me, into the tub at once. We had a jolly old time soaping our butts and sliding down the sloped back of the tub. I swear that more water flew out of that tub than stayed in. Does anyone know what happened to that tub?
That house at 506 Victoria Ave. always smelled of fresh baking, roast chicken, pipe tobacco and Dove soap. I loved that smell. I still think of Grandma and Grandpa when I smell Dove soap.
I seldom saw Grandma sitting down . . . it seemed like she was always busying around cleaning and cooking but I some memory of her watching her "stories" on TV. Whenever we visited I always got to sleep with Grandma. I can remember her in her long flannel nightgown with her hair in a long braid down her back and her teeth in a cup beside the bed. She was always up and dressed in a dress , nylon stockings and an apron before I ever opened my eyes in the morning and I often woke up to the smell of bacon frying and coffee brewing. Even though I'm not a coffee drinker I still love the smell of brewing coffee to this day.
I remember that Grandpa would give me 50 cents or a dollar and I would walk down to the corner store to buy candy and ice cream treats. I don't remember the name of the lady who ran the store but she knew I was Henry and Ottilie's granddaughter and she was always so friendly.
This summer, Mom and Dad and I drove to Vernon and stayed with Lynne (Ursaki) and Brian for a couple of days, as I've mentioned in a previous post. While there, we watched some of their old family slides and I took photos of some of the slides as they were being projected. Here are a few of them. I don't know what particular years any of these were taken.
I particularly love this photo of Grandpa and Grandma with their grown children. This was a very attractive group of people. I wonder what Uncle Eddie would have looked like, had he lived to adulthood?
I think that the other couple in this photo are Grandpa's brother George and his wife. Can't remember her name. Perhaps, Millie?
These photos must be of a wedding anniversary, perhaps their fiftieth? A rare photo where Grandma and Grandpa are holding hands.
Thanks for indulging my little stroll down memory lane. I'm going to be going through my old photo albums and scanning some photos of Grandma with some of my kids. Grandpa died very shortly after the birth of my first son in 1978 so I have no photos of him with any of my kids. 'Til next time. Sandra
Saturday, 3 November 2012
As I Remember
As
I Remember
My
earliest recollections of my grandparents are of a woman who seemed
anxious to hold me on her lap and shower me with love, affection and
admiration, and a man who always seemed delighted to see me, but gave
me a comfortable amount of space. I responded by shying away from
grandma and being drawn to grandpa. He did fascinating things (he
smoked), so I always stayed close by and kept an eye on him. I never
knew him not to have Chicklets in his pocket, which he was always
willing to share.
This
first memory would have happened at a little house in Sherwood Park
sometime in the mid 60’s. I’m sure there were earlier meetings,
but that’s the first one I remember. Since we lived just outside of
Edmonton and they lived in Regina, we were lucky if we got to see
them more that a couple of times in a year. Moving to B.C. in 1968
only increased the distance between us and reduced the frequency of
visits. None the less, my memories are sufficient and remain vivid
all these decades later.
It
is difficult, in my memory, to separate grandma from the kitchen. She
spent a disproportionate amount of her life in the kitchen for which
we are all grateful beneficiaries. When I consider what came out of
her kitchen (which was whatever kitchen she was in at the time), I
marvel at the order, organization and cleanliness that she
maintained. I, personally, can decimate the room in the act of making a
sandwich. The products of her labours will endure in memory as long
as I’m allowed to tarry on this earth. I often said of my
mother-in-law, “if the angels of heaven could taste her cooking,
they would take her home to heaven immediately”. The same could be
said of our grandma Ursaki. Hospitality came so naturally to her,
that I wouldn’t be surprised to find her in some celestial kitchen
cooking to her heart's content to the joy and delight of all of our
dearly departed. I hope, that when (or should I say “if”) those
angels come to collect me, they’ll bring a plate of her apple
strudel. I don’t know if I’d be smart enough to go toward the
light, but I know I’d follow that strudel to extremities of God’s
creations.
Grandpa
was no less useful to have around. I like to believe the streak of
handyman in me comes through whatever genetic material he passed
down. Don’t get me wrong, he couldn’t hold a candle to grandma
when came to tending to domestic necessities, but he was always
looking for something to fix, finding it and fixing it with whatever
resources were at hand, a budget of $0 and a lot of practical skill
and common sense. Grandpa had other useful skills and advice for
anyone smart enough to listen. He once taught me how to throw an
elbow at a pick pocket. That timely lesson was offered as we were
leaving for the exhibition during one of our summer visits to Regina.
When
you’re young, you think you’re immortal (which explains extreme
sports). The passage of time, that finite commodity of our lives,
slowly reminds us that this life was never meant to be permanent. In
retrospect, I now understand why, with each successive visit, the
time of parting became more difficult. I have, indelibly etched in my
mind's eye, the image of grandpa standing beside grandma waving good
bye with a pinched smile and tear on his cheek. The last such parting
would have been when I was 15 years old. I had spent the summer in
Ottawa and a week long stop over in Regina had been arranged. They
were loading me onto a jet bound for B.C. I remember that last
embrace and I will never forget how bitterly I wept knowing that we
might not be together again in this life.
Grandma’s
sense of her own mortality was less acute. Not that she was in any
way morbid about it, but she always seemed ready and waiting for a
chariot of fire to take her home. I wonder if her life’s greatest
trial was living to the age of 93.
Never
content to idle away her time, she prepared for her day of parting by
doing what she did best, working. I do not know any person so willing
to live and let live, so uncritical of others, so prepared to put on
an apron and pitch in, as was our grandma Ursaki.
I’m
not so naïve to think that grandpa and grandma didn’t have some
character flaws. I may stand corrected when it comes to grandma
though. Maybe the fact that I saw so little of them has something to
with my lack of memory when it comes to any faults they may have had,
or maybe they were just on their best behavior around me and my young
impressionable mind.
Memory
is like opinion. It is correct only in that it offers one person’s
perspective. The absolute truth lies in the collective perspective. I
would love to see my grandparents through your eyes.
- Michael Ursaki
Sunday, 21 October 2012
Grandma Ursaki's honey cookies
This post is comprised of a letter and recipe sent by Lois Derges VanDerVelden and a photo posted on facebook (also by Lois).
She sent a scan of a hand written recipe by Grandma Ursaki, which I would have loved to have posted here, but I couldn't get it to post clearly. I've typed it out as best as I could read it. Anyone out there have the actual baking time and temperature?
I LOVE this photo of Lois and Grandma taken in the old kitchen of the home at 506 Victoria Avenue.
Lois Derges VanDerVelden with Grandma Otillie UrsakiI’m sure you remember Grandma’s honey cookies. I have a number of her hand written recipes & came across this one. As I recall she cut these cookies into a couple of different shapes (do you remember what they were?)I tried to adjust it so it was easier to read after scanning. Her script is very distinct & although she was always self-conscious of her ability to read & write it mattered not to me as it was hers from the heart. Lois
Honey Cookies
3/4 cup butter or marg
1 cup brown sugar
1/3 cup honey
3 1/2 cups bread flour
1 tsp. baking powder
1/2 tsp. soda
1 tsp. salt
1 tsp. each cinnamon and ginger
1/2 tsp. nutmeg
1/2 cup buttermilk or sour milk
1/4 cup cold strong coffee
Mix butter and sugar and honey in top of double boiler. Heat and stir until butter is melted and sugar dissolved. Let cool. Sift together dry ingredients and mix with butter mixture, buttermilk and coffee. Chill for several hours. Heat oven and roll dough to 1/3 inch thickness. (No specification of cutting shapes, oven temperature or baking time. I'm sure that for Grandma, this seemed pretty intuitive and not necessary to include!)
Store (cookies) in cold place for (up to) four weeks.
Finding Ursaki family connections
The following letter and photo were received, by us, from Lois Derges VanDerVelden (whose mother is the late Helen Ursaki Derges). Thanks so much for this contribution, Lois! I'm wondering how old Grandpa Henry Ursaki was in this photo? He certainly is handsome.
"Uncle Henry Ursaki and my mother's parents . . . Emma Eliza and Louis Ring" Judy Ring Anderson
Hi Sandra & Mike, Judy Anderson, is a gal I used to work with (years ago) & is now one of my Facebook friends. I always knew we were distantly related but had forgotten the connection.After posting the pic of Grandma & me, Judy Anderson (Ring) responded & then posted the attached picture. I’m sure there are many other pictures of the Ursaki clan somewhere, I haven’t seen many. Grandpa Henry is rather handsome, wouldn’t you say? What you have initiated has obviously triggered much interest on my part & others. Cousin Lois xo
Thursday, 11 October 2012
A Lovely Metaphor
Here is a pic of Gayla and me (Al Derges) in July 2012 about six weeks after the amputation of my right leg. I received my first prosthesis shortly after this picture was taken.
Just to confuse things, I am standing on one leg. Somewhere, way down the road, someone might say that they thought that old guy was an amputee. You can see that I'm hanging on, pretty tightly, and using my friend, Gayla for support. I love the metaphor that this picture presents as Gayla has been my support, literally, figuratively and emotionally.
Just to confuse things, I am standing on one leg. Somewhere, way down the road, someone might say that they thought that old guy was an amputee. You can see that I'm hanging on, pretty tightly, and using my friend, Gayla for support. I love the metaphor that this picture presents as Gayla has been my support, literally, figuratively and emotionally.
Sunday, 7 October 2012
Family Recipes . . . Thanks, Eileen!
Eileen Pasker Nicholson (bottom right) with sister-in-law Sue Pasker, cousin Sandra Ursaki Hale and cousin Kathy Ursaki
In response to Al Derges' letter (which is posted below) Eileen sent the following note and two of Grandma Ursaki's recipes. Thanks Eileen!
In response to Al Derges' letter (which is posted below) Eileen sent the following note and two of Grandma Ursaki's recipes. Thanks Eileen!
Happy Canadian Thanksgiving, dear cousins!
Plum dumplings are a tradition for our family, too. We ate the first batch a couple of weeks ago and there’s another batch in the freezer. I wrote out the Plum Dumpling recipe a few years ago for the friends who give me plums from their trees, so I’m attaching it here in case anyone needs a primer. We used to roll out the dough like Alan describes, but now my mom and I (and Sue too, right Sue?) just pinch off a piece of the dough and form it around the plum. Not sure where my mom got that idea but it sure makes the work go more quickly. Of course if someone had shared the drinking wine idea back then, we wouldn’t have cared how much work it was!!
PLUM DUMPLINGS AND KRAUT PEROGEES
DOUGH:
2 eggs, beaten 1 ½ cups flour
Scant tablespoon vegetable oil 1 teaspoon baking powder
½ cup mashed potato (baking potatoes work best) 1 teaspoon salt
Beat the eggs, oil, and mashed potato. Combine dry ingredients and add to egg-potato mixture. Mix all together into soft dough. Let rest for at least 1 hour. (It’s best not to double this recipe because it seems to change the “chemistry”. If you need more dough, make two separate batches.)
FOR PLUM DUMPLINGS:
Use Italian prune plums. Dough recipe makes enough for about 20 plums. Wash plums, and dry each with a tea towel. Set them aside on a plate or tray. Line a separate tray or baking sheet with waxed paper and lightly flour the paper. Put about ½ cup flour in a small bowl for flouring your fingers as you work.
Pinch off a walnut sized piece of dough, flatten in the palm of your hand, and wrap around the plum, pinching to seal. Flour your fingers frequently as you work. Don’t worry about getting too much flour on the dumplings, it won’t matter. Set the wrapped plums on your prepared tray.
FOR KRAUT PEROGEES:
6 slices of bacon 1 cup sauerkraut, drained
1 medium onion, diced 1 cup mashed potatoes (about 1 medium potato)
Salt and pepper to taste
Fry bacon until crisp. Remove from pan and drain on paper towel. Crumble bacon and set aside. (My mom and dad snip the bacon with kitchen shears, before cooking.)
Pour off all but 1 tablespoon of the bacon fat; add the onion and sauté until transparent. Remove pan from heat and stir in sauerkraut, mashed potatoes, crumbled bacon, and salt and pepper.
Using half of your dough at a time, roll out thinly, and cut into squares. Put a spoonful of filling on each square of dough; fold over and seal, flouring your fingertips as you work. Place perogees on a floured, wax-paper lined tray.
TO COOK PLUM DUMPLINGS OR KRAUT PEROGEES:
Bring a large pot of water to boiling. Don’t crowd - use 2 pots if you are cooking lots of dumplings or perogees. Add dumplings or perogees gently and boil uncovered until they rise to the top, about 5 to 10 minutes. Be careful not to overcook or they will come apart and become watery. If frozen, it will take about 20 minutes.
TO SERVE:
Drain and place in warmed serving bowl.
Top with Buttered Croutons: Melt ¼ cup margarine and ¼ cup butter over medium heat. Add a couple of slices of bread, cubed. Cook, stirring occasionally, until bread is nicely browned. Pour over cooked dumplings or perogees.
For Plum Dumplings: We like them sprinkled with plain sugar. My dad also likes a little dollop of sour cream on his dumplings. These may seem like a dessert but in our family, this was our main course – a much anticipated yearly treat during plum season. As kids, we always had contests to see who could eat the most dumplings – you line up the plum pits on the edge of your plate to keep count.
For Kraut Perogees: Sometimes I sauté additional onions to top the perogees. Additional bacon is good too, if you’re feeling really decadent.
Both the plum dumplings and kraut perogees freeze well. Freeze them individually on the baking tray; then when frozen, put them in a zip-lock freezer bag. My mom then puts them back on a floured baking sheet to thaw before cooking.
- From Eileen Nicholson and my mom and dad, Alma and Ron Pasker. We hope you enjoy these recipes.
Happy Thanksgiving/Plum Dumpling Day
The following post is by Al Derges, who's mom is the late Helen Ursaki Derges. Thanks for the update, Al, and for sharing your Thanksgiving and "Plum Dumpling Day" with us! We also appreciate the update on your progress with your "new" leg!
I am having such a great day without pain, second day in a row. I feel like sending out an update about stuff and if you don't mind, I'll just talk for awhile until you get tired of listening or I get tired of writing ...How was your Thanksgiving weekend?We started our weekend, Saturday, by having Ray and Marissa over for dinner. It was Plum Dumpling day and we have been thinking about this event for awhile. Getting just the right plums took a couple of trips as I brought home some that were just okay and we got better ones. That will teach Gayla for giving me such responsibility for picking great plums!Everyone has traditions and I suppose that we all think that our version of a tradition is special if not unique. The Derges, Ursaki and Dahlman family are the family I know and love and I've come to know more family . Gayla is a Dahlman and my Mom was Helen Ursaki who passed away at the start of this year. Adam married Ashley Teague and with their four children the family extends. It would have been so fun to have them here for the weekend but we, totally, understand that staying home in Spruce Grove is their best place to be.My friend, Jana, who is easily the best Yoga teacher on the planet, couldn't be here this weekend as she was tied up with Yoga training in Edmonton. JanaRosanaDana would have loved to be in our kitchen helping out with the production of Plum Dumplings. My sisters, Lois and Ruth, with Sid and Gary, would have been part of this weekend but they are somewhere in Europe. We are going to Marissa's folks for dinner on Sunday and then back to our place for Gayla's special turkey dinner with her amazing gravy and stuffing on Monday.I'm not sure if I like the tradition of Thanksgiving. I get the whole thing but I don't. It makes me a bit sad that I have to be reminded to say thanks for whatever we say thanks for. I look around and see and feel and touch all the things that I am thankful for and I really don't need a special day or weekend. Maybe I do and maybe I don't. All up, all in, I am so thankful for so much that this note would be so long that you'd stop reading. I tend to make these things longer than I should anyway... in case you haven't noticed.My current adventure is .. well, ... just that. An Adventure. In the early days, 2008, when it was determined that cancer was part of my life, I learned that it was about to be a journey. I was okay with the vocabulary, that is, "journey". I have learned, since, that "adventure" is a better way to describe what's going on. I can't ever write clearly enough to describe how my friend, Gayla, took this on and what she has done for me. I have told others the story of how I have become Gayla's science project. If anyone has cancer and looking for help, I'd put Gayla up as first draft choice.I don't know if you are current with where I'm at or what I'm doing. There isn't much to report:a couple of times a week at Wascana Rehab with Lisa who gives me walking training;my personal trainer who pushes me in such a great way, building core strength, working on balance, learning the technique of falling, doing one leg squats (yikes!), pulling back on this tension band thing, up and down, sideways and every way that sometimes I fart, lifting free weights while holding on to a bench although I tend to tip over kinda' like a cork in water because I only have weight on my left sidetrying to hit golf balls - sometimes good enough to hit it about 170 yrds and most of the time not falling down as if falling down on grass is a bad thing. I hit 35 balls the other day on the range and set a new record - I didn't fall down once;trying to walk with canes.I don't have any idea, but I might guess, what brings the thought of THANKS to you or anyone else ... I am thankful for the love that surrounds me every day. When I look around and see what we all have and how we all live, it is pretty clear to me that Thanksgiving weekend is better placed all the time. Every day for that matter. I am thankful for the vision that I am going to play golf and walk like a regular everyday person, one day soon, and get rid of my crutches and wheelchair. I have moments when I think that the cast will come off and the leg will heal, as if it were broken. And then I come to my senses and realize that it isn't a leg with a cast. It's not a leg anymore. It just isn't part of me. I'm becoming okay with that. Learning to walk is easily the hardest thing I have ever tried to do. I CAN do it !! When I can ... when i can ... I can hardly wait to send out the video.I had some fun, earlier, with a post to my FaceBook page. It was my attempt at humour and what follows is what I wrote while Marissa and Ray and Gayla were doing to clean up the kitchen. We had a great Plum Dumplings day.Here is Gayla & Marissa making Plum Dumplings. This is an old tradition around our house and the first time for Marissa. If just thinking about 3 or 4 thousand calories is against your religion or some other phobia, turn your computer off immediately and go for a run or do 100 sit-ups. Is religion a phobia? Still here? ...ok...you might have made a wild guess that plums are somehow involved but there is more. First of all, make a dough with potatoes and eggs and flour. Throw in a pinch of salt, some baking powder and sugar. Add some milk some where along the way. Then scribble all that together. Get one of those tupperware sheets, sprinkle some flour on the sheet and then open your favourite wine. Roll out the dough on the sheet until you have it about a quarter inch thick which you then cut into strips a bit more than 2" wide. The idea is to get the dough ready to roll around the plums. One at the time. Put the rolled up plums in a big dish and
when the dish is full, put it in the oven. Oh... I forgot a part. Don't put the rolled plums in the pan yet. Instead, put them in a pot of boiling water and when they float to the top, then .... get them out of there and put the dough rolled plums in the big dish that then goes in the oven. While they are in the oven, you get to drink the wine. In the meanwhile, put about half a brick of butter, maybe more, in one of those pyrex measuring cup things and put that in the oven. When the butter has melted, drink some more wine. Serve the plum dumplings by taking them out of the dish with a big spoon and put 3 or 4 of them on your dinner plate. Cut them up a bit, pour the melted butter over, sprinkle some sugar on top and eat until either you're full or the wine is gone. It's best to have a backup bottle of wine. Tonight, I had 8 of these wonderful treats and so did Razor. Gayla and Marissa had 3 or 4. I'm not actually sure how to make these things but I can tell you that this is one of my favourite dishes of all time. If you really want to know how to make them, I'd suggest that you call Gayla who learned from my Grandma' Ursaki with my Mom watching to make sure that Gayla got it right. We thought about my Mom tonight and had the feeling that she was watching over us with a big smile on her face for keeping a great tradition going. I am thankful that Gayla paid attention. Tomorrow and Monday we have a turkey dinner with all the trimmings. How is your Thanksgiving weekend going? Oh...I forgot another part. When you eat plum dumplings, you set aside the pits so that you know how many you have had. Otherwise, you lose track or swallow the plum pits.
Saturday, 22 September 2012
The Long and the Short of It
Here I am, hijacking the Ursaki blog again. Can't. Help. Myself.
So. . . there was this gathering of all available Ursaki cousins at my parent's home this summer. I was somewhere in the middle of the Baltic Sea when it happened and when I saw the posted photos of my cousins and siblings I was so JEALOUS! The last time I saw Carol and Bruce and their boys was, I believe, when I was seventeen. We had made a trip out to Regina and they were there at the same time that we were. If my math serves me correctly, that was (gulp) thirty-eight years ago! I had to smile when I saw the photo of Carol and my brother, Michael, at the cousins gathering. They are the oldest and youngest of the seventeen cousins and also the shortest and tallest, respectively!
Just a couple of weeks ago I was up in Vancouver visiting mom and dad. We took a little trip together to Lynne (Ursaki) and Brian Selinger's home in Vernon. Lynne and Brian were wonderful hosts . . . good company, beautiful home in a forest setting, delicious food (I'm still thinking about the plum kuchen, peach pie, grilled cod, roasted free range chicken . . . oh yeah), lots of cribbage, a trip to the farmer's market, a bonus visit from Kathy and Duke . . . it was fabulous. One evening, Lynne pulled out some old slides and we had a great time looking at old photos of the family. I sat and took pictures of the slides on the wall with my point and shoot camera. Some of them actually turned out pretty well and some of them, not so much. One of the photos was taken at Grandma Ursaki's 80th birthday and it shows Carol on one side of Grandma and Michael on the other. The long and short of it thirty-two years ago . . .
I'll wrap up this post with a few photos from our trip to Lynne and Brian's place.
Lynne and my mom, Barbara (Bullock) Ursaki
Breakfast in the dining nook. I felt like I was staying at a high-end B&B!
Lynne and me (Sandra Ursaki Hale)
Kathy Ursaki (Lynne's sister), me, Lynne and my dad, Harold Ursaki
View from Selinger's back deck.
One of many cut-throat games of cribbage! These guys play for keeps.
Dad, Mom, Lynne, Brian, Kathy and Duke
One side note. The morning after we arrived in Vernon, Brian received a phone call from his sister letting him know that his father had passed away in Regina, Saskatchewan. We were concerned about being there during such a tender time for him and suggested that we should head back home so that they could make plans and book flights. He and Lynne were so gracious in telling us that they wanted us to stay. Thanks so much for a lovely couple of days.
So. . . there was this gathering of all available Ursaki cousins at my parent's home this summer. I was somewhere in the middle of the Baltic Sea when it happened and when I saw the posted photos of my cousins and siblings I was so JEALOUS! The last time I saw Carol and Bruce and their boys was, I believe, when I was seventeen. We had made a trip out to Regina and they were there at the same time that we were. If my math serves me correctly, that was (gulp) thirty-eight years ago! I had to smile when I saw the photo of Carol and my brother, Michael, at the cousins gathering. They are the oldest and youngest of the seventeen cousins and also the shortest and tallest, respectively!
Just a couple of weeks ago I was up in Vancouver visiting mom and dad. We took a little trip together to Lynne (Ursaki) and Brian Selinger's home in Vernon. Lynne and Brian were wonderful hosts . . . good company, beautiful home in a forest setting, delicious food (I'm still thinking about the plum kuchen, peach pie, grilled cod, roasted free range chicken . . . oh yeah), lots of cribbage, a trip to the farmer's market, a bonus visit from Kathy and Duke . . . it was fabulous. One evening, Lynne pulled out some old slides and we had a great time looking at old photos of the family. I sat and took pictures of the slides on the wall with my point and shoot camera. Some of them actually turned out pretty well and some of them, not so much. One of the photos was taken at Grandma Ursaki's 80th birthday and it shows Carol on one side of Grandma and Michael on the other. The long and short of it thirty-two years ago . . .
I'll wrap up this post with a few photos from our trip to Lynne and Brian's place.
Lynne and my mom, Barbara (Bullock) Ursaki
Breakfast in the dining nook. I felt like I was staying at a high-end B&B!
Lynne and me (Sandra Ursaki Hale)
Kathy Ursaki (Lynne's sister), me, Lynne and my dad, Harold Ursaki
View from Selinger's back deck.
One of many cut-throat games of cribbage! These guys play for keeps.
Dad, Mom, Lynne, Brian, Kathy and Duke
One side note. The morning after we arrived in Vernon, Brian received a phone call from his sister letting him know that his father had passed away in Regina, Saskatchewan. We were concerned about being there during such a tender time for him and suggested that we should head back home so that they could make plans and book flights. He and Lynne were so gracious in telling us that they wanted us to stay. Thanks so much for a lovely couple of days.
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